Monday, August 15, 2011

The Count Down is Killing Me

So it has been a little over five months since I tore my hamstring. Only two weeks since I got a accurate diagnosis sadly and it still has a little tear in it so I was told to stay down another month. I am hoping with all my heart that i really only have about three more weeks before I can finally get back to my life. But the lying around doing nothing thing is starting to take it toll. Though I still am in some pain feeling a bit better makes me seriously want to just go out and do anything. So it has been pain staking and driving me insane this past week. I'm not one who gets bored easily I am pretty self amused that being said I am usually a very hyper active person. I have a couple books to read so that is something but I am starting to go a bit stir crazy. Not to mention this whole being alone all day thing has also taken it's toll. I never realized how much of a people person I am up until now. I actually even miss working being as I kind of feel a bit useless though I more just feel helpless more than anything and that drives me honestly more insane that anything else. But at least I do live somewhere beautiful and I just really hope I am out of this bed in a month. So hopefully I can hang in there. I cannot wait to get back in the water. I also hope I can make it to the last convention.

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